One more day of Elements of Fine Art... and Thursday I start Photojournalism. I feel like I've reached this point of... let's say inertia, where if I can keep it up, I'll make it through the rest of the summer, but if I try to change pace, I'll crash and burn.
Every time I buy a new ink cartridge, another one goes low. I bought photo black, and then my printer told me light gray was out. I bought light gray and now light magenta is on the blink. Last night I finally bought a new tb hard drive because my other two are full. I've shot over 4500 photographs in the last 6 weeks; the quarter before that, I shot only 2000. Art is hard.
I need to buy a new bike to go to Montreal... which would run me about $600, a rather tough feat at the moment. I'm thinking of taking the train so I'd have more time to spend there, but it feels like cheating. I'm also losing confidence. I need an excuse to not see my family.
I want my refrigerator to work. I want to be able to keep food in my house and cook real food everyday. I want time to take my bunny to the park and let her hop around like a real rabbit. I want the construction in my house to stop so I don't have to wear shoes at home to keep my feet clean. I want things to be in order again. Want want want.
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